Busted! Part One

“I need you to come down here to sign some documents for me,” it was Alex Duvall, security at the Big Blue, second only to Ryan Boswell, the Security Chief. Both were master manipulators at getting things done. Sea Org strong-arms.

It was the beginning of the end for me.

See, I had done something horrible in the eyes of Scientology. I had a relationship with a female. Unforgivable.

Over the years I have talked about it in many different ways. Thing is, all of them are true.

I did do it to get busted and kicked out. But I also did it because I was curious. It was only long after I left I discovered how common it is for people to do different things with different partners. It’s part of finding ones sexuality.

Anyway, when I had this call from Duvall, I didn’t know what it was about at first. I thought he needed me for some random post thing, not about me.

The person I had the affair with was no longer in the Sea Org. She had thought I was planning to leave with her, which wasn’t how things went at all.

This is the story of me leaving the Sea Org, and my Suppressive Person declare.

I told Colleen, our other Case Supervisor, that I was going to security and she just sneered at me.

Hmmmm, maybe the jig was up. I kinda suspected by her expression.

Security was all the way down the block. A good 10 minute walk in my heels.

I wondered if Security did not want me making a scene in a public org. Although I didn’t see anyone, I wasn’t looking anyway, I walked down Catalina street at my own pace. I was pretty certain I felt people around me, in shadows, ready to stop me if I tried to go any other way than to security.

But I went, leaving my post behind forever, not that I knew that yet.

I walked into security and they put me in a room. I got to sit there with my thoughts for a while before anyone came in.

Finally Duvall came in and said that he knew all about my affair with (female ex-Sea Org member).

My shoulders relaxed. It was over. Finally I get to leave the Sea Org.

It was something I had wanted my whole life but never had the guts to follow through on.

Little did I know I’d spend 5 months trying to leave…..

To be continued….