I was in the Sea Org for 17 years. I had a lot of ups and downs, but managed to fumble my way through for the most part.
Though my nearly ten years at CC did have a constant tormentor on me (one of my seniors there was particularly nasty to me 24/7/365), I still, for the most part, enjoyed being there.
But then I was sent to Flag for training. And I ended up separated from my husband for two years. Then they wanted to send us to Australia to be posted. I didn’t mind, but I knew it would devastate my husband for him to be so far from his French family.
And so started my “out-2D” in the Sea Org, which eventually resulted in my being SP declared. Out 2D, simply put, is having any relationship with the opposite sex without being married to them.
The Sea Org did say I had been a great technical staff member, and accomplished much. But it wasn’t enough to overlook my “severe” out ethics.
Here, see for yourself:
Let’s take a gander down memory lane here.
I had three strikes to getting SP declared. Let’s talk about them.
Strike One: pretty self explanatory. I was separated from my husband for two years when this happened. But no matter. This first offense got me unqualified to go to Australia, instead I was sent to the Sea Org gulag, the RPF.
Strike two: It was a hug. That’s all. I was not married to anyone at the time, my divorce had been finalized. Pretty nutty. For that I got recalled from Venezuela (which I wanted, because my step dad was dying and the Sea Org refused to let me come back to see him). For that offense I was demoted to a lower org.
Strike three: well that one was with a person of the same sex as myself. The Sea Org does NOT like that, not one bit!
None of these people were pc’s of mine. Meaning I was not doing any auditing sessions on any of these people. That would have been a violation of the Auditors Code. I didn’t want that.
But after I had left CC, in the late 90’s, my eyes started really opening up to the lies and BS that were the Sea Org. I was slowly making my way out, with these “horrible indiscretions” being chalked up for me.
I wanted out. I knew being as trained as I was, I had to make the Sea Org hate me enough to kick me out. Even with them hating me, it still took five months of 24/7 being watched by a person, hard labor and interrogations.
Most people I have shown this section of my SP declare respond with: “you flirted?!?!?”
Ya wanna help Clear the Planet with other Sea Org members? Get ready for strict, super strict, ethics levels. Get ready for long hours. Get ready for being treated like trash. Get ready for years of mental endurance (and not in a good way). Get ready for really short meal breaks.
The Sea Org is tough. And only tigers survive. I didn’t make it. Meow.
These Stasi-techniques and the Leninist way-of-life are an abhorrence. Good for you calling these disgraceful practices out. They are acted out as a means to dehumanise others. Unacceptable.
And good for you. But here’s the deal. It takes a stronger person to leave than to stay in that mess, never forget that.